And it's so hard at the same time.
I am alone so much of it,.the day to night parenting..I get stressed out..and I don't act. As I want to...I day or respond in ways that I don't like...
My babies...
If I could do over..I would most of the time..but in the moment, I'm so tired and so spent,.i just snap,,
But this is the most precious time ever..and before I now it, hey will be teenagers .and every day I long for more of these young tender moments..to hold them and love them. And cuddle them and make all their worries go away
..but instead, life, business of it ,the shit apt thats not important gets in the way and I rush rush rush,,to get dinner ready, clean the mess, make the lunches..,
Why does that shit keep me so busy,,,,
I won't get these times back,,
God i just love them so much...I need them to know that,I hope they do, under all my stress, I hope thy know that they are the best things that my heart has ever known
