To never look behind - always move forward???
Well, that's not me,
I look behind all,the time.
Not sure why? But I am a sentimental gal.
I miss Vermont.
I miss how- even though- things with the hubs weren't that great- ... We felt mired"involved" all of us..
If we were mad- we were mad, if kids were bored, we had eachother and we did stuff,
I feel like here, as happy as I am, I'm more dicsnnected from them all? But maybe that's good? Maybe that ps normal? What's supposed to happen? I don't know. I just feel like my head is always spinnjng with thoughts, worries, thinking about other stuff, they are not my one and only focus???
Writing this, I'm thinking,,,, it sounds good actually like what's right. But it's my heart that feels it's wrong?
