well if the hour between 4 to 6 or 7 - isn't bad enough already... I just found out..... My grand fathers very very best friend - and also the Dr. that saved my life basically when I was diagnosed with diabetes at age 11 and had a blood sugar of 990.. passed away...
I feel so sad- for his loss, for my grand fathers loss... for not being there to comfort my grandfather.. who is miles and miles away- alone and trying to care for my grandmother who is now in a nursing home- slowly slipping away - deeper and deeper into the fog and bottomless pit of Alzheimer's.
So now I am trying to feed the boys- clean up their MESS.. get bath/pj's teeth ..stories done.. THEN i can start it all over again with making the grown up dinner... clean up.. folding laundry...and the list goes on and on...
Thank god for Chardonnay
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