HE PASSED

Well, after 2 years of studying, 3 times of taking and failing..
My husband passed his huge test today (24? 36?)
For the past two years he has worked from 7 am until 7 pm then went to study until 10 or 11 and most weekends were spent studying
This left e boys and I alone, much of the time..
Milestones were missed, TBAll games never attended, parent teacher conferences ..not attended
This took a huge tole out on our family
Many arguments were had, tears cried, kids scared
Both of us stressed to the max
Me being the sole caregiver for our two young boys 24/7
He running a company full time PLUS spending every free moment studying for this test.
And now, today..finally..he passed
And I'm not sure how I feel.
Of corse I am thrilled for all of us..but at the same time, all that time lost, routines adjusted to, closeness pretty shaky
I think that I am feeling a bit apprehensive, scared, unsure
Can we find our place together again? We have gotten so used to being separate..
Has anything really changed? Do I wAnt it to change?
Hmmmm
Regardless
We made a nice celebration for him tonight
Here are some pics






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