TODAY WAS A DAY I HOPE TO HOLD CLOSE FOR A LONG TIME...
these past few weeks i have been feeling so disconnected- with the boys seeming so old- school starting- my hubby and I passing like 2 ships in the night..
But, today- today was a perfect day..
the sun was out and warm- and we all had a blast
its been a long time since all 4 of us have had sach a special great time together..all as one..
and i got it today- i feel so fulfilled...
sometimes- its a MUST..to just pack everyone into the car- away from tv, Wii, neighborhood kids coming over to distract them...and take off for the day- so the family can come together- really connect
most weekends at home I feel like its so easy for us all- to slip into our webs- the kids go off with the neighborhood kids- hubby gets into golf ot football on tv and i seek and SEEK trying to find that connection...often left feeling lolney- ending up cleaning, cooking, paying bills, etc. and i hate how unconnected i feel at the end of the weekend- our only time we have together as a family..because i know once monday comes- daddy goes back to work all hours- and the boys and i get back into the routine of shool, tennis, soccer, homework- bed, etc etc
and i end up feeling sooo sick of the monitney
but today WAS AMAZING... a day to hold onto and remember and hope for many more like it to come
today i feel happy. i feel in love and loved
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